freaking stress.
feel like banging my head onto the wall alr.
i just dont like the path which ever god has planned for me.
its giving a hard time to make difficult decisions.
and im not good at making fuck up decision like this.
and nobody could understand.
being caught at this fucking situation.
its just totally fuck up.

probably just meant to be screwed up.

FUCK.

有些事，看清了，就不该再执著。